sabi, sagutan ko daw eh

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. tiffy
2. langga
3. panyang (eeek!!)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1. dale
2. wisdomweed
3. foxtrot

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. I'm JAH's child
2. i like the way my mind works and gets dysfunctional at times
3. i'm ME (read: "maarte", veggie lover, book lover, precocious, and a proud woman in every way)

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. i make things unecessarily complicated
2. i can't play a dang instrument, i suck at singing :-(
3. i have an excess baggage (a HERCULEAN one) ;-)

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. JAH- wherever HE is I'm there... i'm HIS
2. half Cebuana as of now, soon i'll fully be one! hehehe
3. ilongga... malambing!!!

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. bad fashion sense
2. mahuli kalokohan ko
3. a day without coffee
Kidding!
thats-
1. disappointment
2. superficiality
3. being stuck with a disloyal 'other half' for life

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. pilot g-tec, pt.3
2. dale's pics
3. cellphone

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1.this pair of red undies
2. hiked up pants from 2-days' worth of 'adventure'
3. 36-b... you know what that is

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE MUSICAL ARTISTS
1.Alanis Morissette-- the angst-ridden one, instead of the pop-ish one she has deteriorated into right now
2. BOB MARLEY
3. Dale Lopez

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (OF ALL TIME)
1. Is this love-- Bob Marley and the Wailers
2. No woman no cry-- Uncle Bob... i like this better when dale sings this with me
3. I miss you-- dale's version

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. Seduce someone with a bellydance number surrounded by candlelights
2. climb a mountain
3. go to the beach, wear skimpy bikini, show off me belly pierce and be with dale

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. 'him' and me and JAH
2. LOVE and commitment
3. loyalty and honesty
>>wait, parang marami n yata 'yun... basta

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order)
1. someone's a hardcore bigamist
2. i don't eat fish except tuna when dale cooks it
3. someone's interested reading my sh*t

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. attitude
2. eyes
3. smile

>>syempre, plus points 'yung left-handed, marunong-- magaling-- magluto, matangkad, and can sing to me

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO
1. rest and have enough sleep
2. stop drinking coffee, as in REALLY stop
3. completely fail the people who love me

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. reading books and everything readable
2. writing
3. starbucks rituals with ate xyl

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. have that ritual with ate xyl (then i'd gladly finish off this pack of Capris)
2. go to wherever Dale is
3. Get out of this mess i'm in

TWO CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING how come this one only comes in two?
1. photographer/journalist for newsweek or national geographic
2. reggae bar owner

>>add ako no. 3

3.investigative journalist/ do documentaries about terrorism, war, poverty, and hunger (esp in african countries and the Phils)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION TO
1.Jamaica
2.Dumaguete
3.Dale's house by da beach (only i know what this means

THREE CHILDREN'S NAMES
1.Gavin
2.Jamaica
3.Jao

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Have a family of my own
2. Go on my ideal road trip with the best people in my life
3. write books

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. I'm "maarte"
2. I like making guys wait for me
3. I like being pampered

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. I look at women's nice butts (bwahahaha)
2. And if i can, i'd squeeze one!!! (more bwahahahaha)
3. My room's a mess (does this count?)

THREE PEOPLE YOU WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ
1. Dale
2. Travis
3. Rem2

i collect undies... wehehehe

What Your Underwear Says About You

You buy the sexiest underwear you kind find, and always have something hot on underneath your clothes. You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone.

The Underwear Oracle

i'd take this test for real if i want to be put in a box

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Your Personality Profile

You are sexy, powerful, and bold. You're full of passion and energy... Sometimes this passion has a dark side. You feel most alive when you're seducing someone. You never fail to get someone's attention. Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

>>now, i think this one is true... in an eerily freaky sort of way (uh-oh)

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

>>oh my, is this for real??? naah.. not really, i think

You Are a Chick Rocker!

You're living proof that chicks can rock You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas And when you rock, you rock hard (Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!)

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

>>i think i kinda slowed down already... (for 'him') grr... eeek! corny ko n!

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

ah, so that's why... ;-)

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

You are Agonistic

You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you.

What's Your Religious Philosophy?

in a whirl of nothings (that are really quite something)

Honestly speaking, the past weeks that i haven't been able to write here seemed like the weeks when i felt quite lost. i felt like so for no apparent reason except for some few ideas that involuntarily pop out and eventually make me sick so i'd rather not think about it right now.
oh well.. oh hell... life felt like hell for me these past weeks. it's like some tumultuous ride, much more dangerous and expectedly unexpectable than my certain classmate's driving. anyway, things have been quite a mess:
1. i haven't the least clue on what i would do with my term paper and it feels like i don't want to care
2. as i think about the term paper deadline that's four days away, i feel more restlessly wanting to rest from the pressure it gives.
3. i know that pressure is a tool for growth; i'm growing but i'm feeling nothing. i feel dead with this kind of growth society conditions me into having
4. i feel lost... and people tell me that the lost better not keep company with another lost coz, well... they'd both end up lost... (duh!) or worse, they'll lose, get loose, lose each other...such losers
5. i started to think what i've been losing with all that i've been doing (which, by the way, is not the same in context with my other statements about the things i do or anything related to it... blah blah...) **i'm talking nonsense, okay**
6. what sucks is i know i've been losing (intentionally or otherwise) the things that are very much more worth keeping...
7. i'm sad 'coz after all and more, i still can't do anything about it
8. i'm just tired and jaded of everything, i think.
9. maybe i want to feel what it is to really lose and fail and disappoint people
10. but doing that would make life worse not only for me
11. so back to zero: i have nothing else to do but to bear what i have to bear then maybe after all these sh*t, i'll be home to my house by the beach...

some day it was

i don't really know what to call that day (i have even forgotten the exact date) but all i know is the experience was fun, liberating in a kind of exhiliratingly silent intensity (or something). anyway, what i'm aiming at here is this:

I got my belly pierced and by this guy...

so i thought i really don't have anything to fear... i'm just imagining wat dale's expression would be like when he sees this come unigames time... >>mischievous smile<<