dawdling in my "lost-ness"

whew... it's been quite a long time since this is the only time i have anough time to waste time here.
anyway, last week was quite a blur. dale got angry with me, and i made a lot of people quite mad.
i can't exactly talk about the details online 'coz i know how things like these ruin relationships and reps... hehehehe...

whatever.

a couple of days ago, i felt like an ultimate winner in my personal battle-- vendetta-- against the male species. i made a big macho man cry and sulk and look like a fool in front of everyone. still, i have to count in the fact that i had my share of embarrassment too. but that's beside the point. i just hate it when men make fools of women when in fact, there are more WAY smarter women than dumbass men. yech! why should women end up crying like they lost half of their lives (if not the whole of it) just because they saw their man fondling some lowly slut or twit? i just hate it when i see women crying over some SOB as if they don't know any better. by God, they know a whole lot better. who needs men anyway? they're only good for ego-trips and pampering women. there are even times that they fall short on the latter. but the hell! i could treat men like shit for as long as housewives are plain housewives and some women dream of living in the kitchen, serving her husband submissively hand and foot. shit!

am i ranting or what?

all i really wanted to say earlier was how i felt like i won against the chauvinistic men-babies who brim with nothing but undeserved machismo.

(oh well, with this i could expect seeing myself living out the rest of my life single.. i hope not unhappy, though.)

do i sound bitter, or what?