mixed up thoughts

Everyday, one encounters people who have got so much to say and yet nothing to mean. what do they create??? NOISE!
And what's wrong with that? A LOT
i remember how dale used to tell me to consider everything as good music, art, even if it's freakin' whining Simple Plan on the radio. okay, so is that really music? is eric santos and those people who's got musical vocal chords really creating good music? or aret hey all merely commercialism lulling listeners to consume them all for the sake of profit.

whatever...

my favorite author's ayn rand--- capitalism
my favorite book's about the third reich--- communism
i admire frida kahlo--- socialism

what now?

maybe everything really is a futility. (and people around me are ranting like they could make a difference in the world, or even in their listeners' / hearers' lives)

is there really a point to standing your ground for something one believes in? that happened to the germans who stoodup and believed that Jews should be eradicated. what happened--tragic Holocaust.

i don't knowwhere i'm going anymore... it's just that maybe we just have to believe in what's right and good, even if the belief is against one's own principles. but still, that's just an idealism. and idealists end up broke, broken, or dead.